May 20th 2011 June 15th 2012

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School. September (4th?) 2012.

FML. In a good way.

School is going to be so weird. I have lost so many friends and I won't have as many friends in my classes. I still have a few friends at school. Maybe I will make new ones. Maybe I will just keep up with my constant isolation of myself.

Other then friends, this year will be weird. There are a few people that I am nervous to see in the fall. Either because I embarrassed myself in front of them over this summer... or, well there is one person who I thought of a LOT over the summer. Usually when I think of someone a lot, the next time I see them I get extremely awkward and weird. So, that will be interesting.

Also, I might join relay. If the coach lets me, as I am in Grade 12 and never was on the team before.

My courses... will be... interesting. Some of them. Exercise science is going to be hard/weird/different. Data Management I am somewhat nervous for. Everything else is pretty normal. I (think) I am going to have the same History, Law and English teacher for those subjects.

Second semester I have peer tutoring as well! That is exciting. That is what I am most excited for. I just hope that I peer tutor one of 2 teacher's classes. Either a Business class or a Geography class, most likely. PLEASE.

I am going to miss not having art, as I have had art every year of highschool. Grade 12 art isn't running. But if Printmaking is running during World issues or Exercise science, I might switch into that...

I'll do GSA again. That was fun :)

Other then that... I am considering quitting my other job (the more recent one). I am going to see how school goes... but by the end of October I will have chosen whether or not to keep it...

I know its kind of sudden, its not like I don't like it there, but I might just save all of my paycheques from there until I have enough for Spain, then quit. I just need more time. I might get a different job. But I am not sure... its just blargh. I probably won't quit, but I am just going to see how grade 12 goes for a bit, as I said.

I want to volunteer more... well. I technically have all my hours. But I do need to submit 2 more signed. But I want to do some tutoring... or some mentoring. OR coaching. Or something like that. Something with kids or other high school students. Maybe. I'm not even sure.

But I do need more time... I know even with JUST the summer, my time has been so limited. Quitting the job would give me more time...

I am not nervous for school. I just know that it will be so different. Last fucking year. Its going to be fucking stressful. I just have this feeling that it is going to be a year filled with random crying outbursts into (insert teacher's name)'s office. Maybe not.

We'll see. But in general, I am fucking excited. SPAIN 2013 WITH THAYER! <3 That will be amazing. I hope I get inspired in Spain. And I WILL go for a run in spain. The best way to see things and travel, is to take a run.

I wonder if I will have any brand new teachers.. I think I am going to have a different one for Exercise Science and World Issues. Maybe Data Management.

HEY. Let's hope that my favourite teacher gets to teach world issues. She is a geo teacher, but I don't think she has ever taught that course.

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Grade 12. Ready? Set...

Learn.

Quote: Sometimes I like missing people. It feels good.