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Usually I don't really do random personal posts anymore. I usually just rant about something and put my input and opinion and stories into it. But Lauren did a 100(ish) things she did this summer, and I shall do the same.

1. Went to the gym a lot. A lot a lot. A lot. Like. A lot. 

2. Awkwardly went for a walk on Canada day and watched the fireworks by myself. (kind of) it was somewhat unintentional. Either way it happened.

3. Got my G2.

4. Led on a guy and then got bored so stopped talking to him.

5. FINALLY smiled at this guy that I have the weirdest middle school crush on. Awkwardly. Very awkwardly. He stared at me. 

6. Ran a lot. (will run a halfie).

7. Snuck out of the house... a few times.

8. Decided not to be a psychologist anymore.

9. Decided to be a teacher.

10. Decided not to be a teacher anymore. 

11. Decided to not strive for a career.

12. Been in debt the whole time. (except for 4 days).

13. Got my ear done. Still haven't got my cartilage done yet. 

14. Fell out of love with someone.

15. Fell more in love with someone.

16. Went to the beach by myself. 

17. Worked a lot.

18. Fell in love with tattoos.

19. Accidently backed into my neighbours car. Left a few scratches, they said they won't charge me. YES.

20. Cried to someone.

21. Told someone one of my biggest secrets. 

22. Went to Dennys, the mall and Starbucks with Gytha. And realized how much things have changed.

23. Almost hit one of my destie teachers with the car.

24. Went to the beach with Kasi and Lauren at like 8/9pm.

25. Accepted the fact that I am an excellent singer 2% of the time I sing, an average singer 50% of the time, a horrifyingly bad singer 20% of the time, and an okay singer 30% of the time I sing. 

26. Accepted the fact that I don't need makeup.

27. Realized I am isolating myself.

28. Bought way too many clothes.

29. Broke my phone and fixed my phone. Win. Nerd.

30. Called a certain someone. And met up with a certain someone. 

31. Realized how much the people closest to me don't know me very well.

32. TOOK PHILOSOPHY. Somehow managed to get a 100 at midterm and then a 93 final average. 

33. Talked to a counsellor. 

34. Realized how messed up I am.

35. Realized I am not as messed up as I thought I originally was.

36. Realized there is nothing wrong with me and that it is all society's opinion.

37. Was stalked more then once. 

38. Got really nervous around a cop for no apparent reason. 

39. Said "Perf" "Totes" "amaze" "Gorge" "Presh" way too much.

40. Went into Winners at the mall everyday in one week. Never bought anything.

41. Did a 21 day food challenge. Cheated twice. Otherwise, did amazing. 

42. Had a sleepover with Lauren

43. Celebrated Sarah's birthday

45. Skipped #44

46. Was going to ask a chick at the gym if she was related to one of my teachers because they look a lot alike, but chickened out. Why did I include this in my list?

Okay. List is getting dumb. 

2nd List. 9 Dreams I have had this summer:

1. I had a dream that Lambo was my history teacher and that my art student-teacher from last year was a student in the class, and my only friend in the class.

2. Had a dream I was forced onto the school stage at the first assembly to sing a song. I was in Mrs. F's vocals class (she doesnt teach vocals) and they made me do a solo.

3. Had a dream I was forced onto the school stage to win an award. Everybody clapped, and I got 12 pink and 12 red roses, from a teacher, but originally put it under the alias of my mom's friends' names. 

4. I had a dream that Lauren's friend gave me the idea to have a threesome with Lauren and him, so I initiated it, but when Lauren insisted it happened in my mom's bed, I said no and left.

5. I had a dream I kidnapped one of the shaytards' children, when they wouldn't let me move in with them. But then I rented out their house in Idaho, in exchange for their child back.

6. I had a dream I ran into Tina Fey at target.

7. I had a dream I had this large flower tattoo on my left shoulder/shoulder blade. It was gold and pink. And very ugly.

8. I had a dream I was making out with someone in an office at moira.

9. I had a dream I was at a random fair, and I wanted to buy a bracelet, then somebody forced me into this expensive house.

Quote: Run like you stole something