Things I said quote "I am going to do"
1. To get a second job:
I GOT ONE :D
2. Going to do yoga
I am going to go all serious yoga mode again. I need to gain more flexibility.
3. Going to get a car
Well, I got my new job. I am going to make a seperate bank account, and ALL of the money from my new job is going towards the car. But I don't know exactly how much I will be earning/how many hours I will be working... so it might not be enough... but I'll just have to wait and see.
4. Going to study hard.
There isn't much to study for. But what there was, I studied a little more then usual. My assignments I have a different approach on too.. which is a good approach.
New Things I want to try in 2012:
1. Skiing:
I think I am going to have to do this.... December.
2. Waterskiing.
It is not summer and I am in Canada.
3. Get a massage.
Yeah... haven't done this yet. No plans to.
4. Make a rap.
-_-
5. Stand up comedy
No progress.
6. Yoga
(refer to top)
My Official new Years Resolution:
Drink more water- Yes yes yes. I be doing this. (good grammar).
Do more Yoga- Y DO I HAVE SO MANY YOGA GOALS
Maintain my weight- Hahahahahhaha. Well no. I am losing and gaining. Gaining muscle, losing... other crap? fat? Who knows.
Be more spontaneous- Yup. I am actually getting somewhere here.
Get a second job- SUCCESS (I will remove this goal soon)
Do well at drivers ed- I am really good at driving now. Not like REALLY good, but I feel very comfortable driving. Just not paralell parking. And the 401 (the on ramp). But I will practice this at my next lesson hopefully.
I just want to talk a bit about fitness goals again. NOT GOALs. I NO MAKE MORE GOALS. TOO MANY TO FULFILL.
But, yeah. They're goals.
I don't have a specific weight or a size in mind, because thats not what I am actually doing. Its hard to explain. I just want to be healthy. I want to gain a lot more muscle too. I excersize 4x a week for about 2-2.5 hours. Now that I have my new job... it will be less. Once I get the hours figured out, I can figure out my goodlife schedule. But I think I will workout more at home again once I have my new job. I'll have goodlife and home.
PLUS!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG! MARCH BREAK IS COMING UP! I take out my bike again every year at march break (if there is no snow). I am soooo excited to get back on my bike. I actually love it so much. I will just get on my bike and freaking ride all over town. I know I have said it before and tweeted it and stuff.. but I seriously love it so much. I can't wait to hit the trails and the roads again! I should make a goal.. actually I have one. I want to be able to ride for 3 hours straight. I did it once before... but I want it to be like 3 hours in any weather... I mean like wind. Not like lightning.
I wish I could ride in the rain... but it is kind of dangerous. I should invest in a really good bike. Because my moms and mine both suck. Maybe I'll do that... with my LIBRARY money. My new job pays for my car.
But come this summer... it will be amazzinnnggg. I don't think I will be at home that much. Okay. Thats a lie.
But I will honestly probably ride my bike every morning (like I always do in the summer) but I will end up at Goodlife/the mall. I will probably just hang around a bit. And then workout.
I want to explore this summer. I just want to find places I haven't been and go there. I won't be going very far because I want to go by myself, and I don't have my G2 or my own car. So it will be in riding distance. but if I can succeed at that 3 hour thing... I can get pretty far.
The only thing is my mom doesn't like me riding that far out. But she never finds out anyways. I just don't know whether I should tell her or not... I should. For safety. I know she'd prefer that. But she'd be mad at me. Because honestly its not like she can stop me.
If you know me, I don't really let anything stop me. Even if I do let something stop me, since I am quiet I'll usually just slip away from it later, if not right to that person's face, or that situation. etc.
But yeah. I don't know about this summer. I want to go to the beach a lot (I say this every year). Buuttt... I hope it'll be different.
OH MY FUCKSAUCE. IT ONLY TAKES 2 HOURS TO BIKE TO THE SANDBANKS. MY MOM WOULD KILL ME. BUT SERIOUSLY I WANT TO.
Why am I letting this hold me back???? UGGGHHHH.
I am going to be working nights every other Monday, Weds and Thurs. And of course the library is every tuesday. I don't know about Fridays yet. And I will be working every saturday. So I will only have 1 (if not both) Fridays, and 1 mondays, weds and thurs every other week. And all Sundays. And all days. But just not 3-7.
I just want to ride my bike somewhere, get a hotel, and ride back the next day.
I HATE SOCIETY AND HOTEL RULES FOR NOT LETTING ME DO THIS. Its ageist. I don't care how many people around me are like.. Sarah.... its not ageist.. the law is just protecting you. Uh, no. Its not.
I just want to do what I want when I want and how I want. I want to be able to finish high school and university right now, but I can't. I don't even want to do school, but since I want to get a degree in psychology, philosophy, sociology and history... I guess I have to. Oh, by the way, I am doing school for my entire life. I am most likely doing a double major in psychology and philosophy and then with sociology and history I will do them part time after I get my PhD in Psych.
So yeah.
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