I have been so busy lately. Too busy to blog.
So heres an update:
1) University is extremely stressful and applications haven't even started yet... let alone university itself.
2) My opinions are...
Well here goes.
If you read my blogs, twitter, listen to me talk, whatever, you may have learned that I have some quote "Crazy" thoughts. That is definitely your opinion, and as it has been pointed out "society's opinion".
I am proud of my opinions and thoughts and ways... but a couple of issues have arisen.
First of all, I am working on a Utopian society in english. My utopian society is basically anarchist, communist and individualistic. There is more to it then that... but anyways. I was working in a group of three but then the teacher told us we could work alone, so we all split up. We have to present our Utopia to the class. I love expressing my opinion. I love doing presentations. I am likely going to puke in this presentation. I swear, I am in the most judgemental english class with the most judgemental teacher. I am so tempted to just be like to the teacher "But they are going to judge me." But isn't that the point? To be judged? Stay strong on my opinions.
Another thing. I don't want to get a job. But somehow I cannot be clear about this. I will be like "I want to double major in Political Science and Philosophy". Well. I don't want a job. But then I say something like "I want to get into government and education.". So you are going to be a prime minister and a teacher?
No. Ugh. I don't want a job! I DON'T! I REALLY REALLY DON'T. I don't know how to exist in this society without one. I don't want to leave this society. I am in a predicament.
I want to make a guidance appointment, but I just think that would be pointless.
I mean, I DO want to get into politics. I want to become an MPP or the Premier of Ontario. Obviously, I don't share democratic views on politics, necessarily. But as I have stated before: To beat them, you must join them.
But that is not a job! It is something I want to do. It is a step.
I've said there are things I want to accomplish in my life, getting a salary is not one of them.
This is just driving me nuts. It has been all week.
I have NO IDEA what I am doing.
No clue.
But I guess I'll find out, won't I?
So heres an update:
1) University is extremely stressful and applications haven't even started yet... let alone university itself.
2) My opinions are...
Well here goes.
If you read my blogs, twitter, listen to me talk, whatever, you may have learned that I have some quote "Crazy" thoughts. That is definitely your opinion, and as it has been pointed out "society's opinion".
I am proud of my opinions and thoughts and ways... but a couple of issues have arisen.
First of all, I am working on a Utopian society in english. My utopian society is basically anarchist, communist and individualistic. There is more to it then that... but anyways. I was working in a group of three but then the teacher told us we could work alone, so we all split up. We have to present our Utopia to the class. I love expressing my opinion. I love doing presentations. I am likely going to puke in this presentation. I swear, I am in the most judgemental english class with the most judgemental teacher. I am so tempted to just be like to the teacher "But they are going to judge me." But isn't that the point? To be judged? Stay strong on my opinions.
Another thing. I don't want to get a job. But somehow I cannot be clear about this. I will be like "I want to double major in Political Science and Philosophy". Well. I don't want a job. But then I say something like "I want to get into government and education.". So you are going to be a prime minister and a teacher?
No. Ugh. I don't want a job! I DON'T! I REALLY REALLY DON'T. I don't know how to exist in this society without one. I don't want to leave this society. I am in a predicament.
I want to make a guidance appointment, but I just think that would be pointless.
I mean, I DO want to get into politics. I want to become an MPP or the Premier of Ontario. Obviously, I don't share democratic views on politics, necessarily. But as I have stated before: To beat them, you must join them.
But that is not a job! It is something I want to do. It is a step.
I've said there are things I want to accomplish in my life, getting a salary is not one of them.
This is just driving me nuts. It has been all week.
I have NO IDEA what I am doing.
No clue.
But I guess I'll find out, won't I?
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