But I haven't been. Yikes? Naw, not really. I have blogged a BUNCH actually, but they've been those weird creepy/depressing blogs, then I don't publish them.
I decided to blog "20 Things that have been on my mind recently". By recently, I am talking about... well recently. Like today. Some of the things I have been thinking for 2 days some for 2 years... so here goes. (In No particular order)
20
I've been thinking of a certain person... well two people, for the past.. while. One for like 2 or 3 months and the other for like... a full on year off and on.
19
I've been thinking about university and post secondary education a lot, since I decided I want to be a highschool teacher now too. As well, adults keep harassing me about which university I want to go to. Am I supposed to know this? I used to say waterloo. But now I am not sure. I am thinking of the following right now though:
Waterloo, Trent, Carleton, Guelph
I feel like I am missing one...
18
I've been thinking about stress lately-- yes thinking about it. I don't think I am really "stressed" but I am not sure if that is just because I won't admit it or not...
17
I have been thinking about working out. I missed 1 day last week and had 1 REALLY crappy gym day. Today was a "crappy" gym day as well. But at least when I got tired I didn't STOP on the treadmill, I just started walking. I just was running low on energy today.
16
I've been thinking about money. Between school, the fact that I have 2 jobs, wanting to buy boxing equipment, the spain trip, other savings, wanting an iPad... yeah...
15
I've been thinking of tattoos lately. I want to get a small bird on my left pointer finger. People are always like "Don't get a tattoo where it can't be covered up!". Well... fuck you. I am going to do it. Its not like I am getting a penis on my forehead. I am getting a bird on my finger. If I don't get hired somewhere because of this, well that is their goddam fucking problem. I am going to get it probably once I legally can.. I was thinking of waiting until after university (because of the whole hiring thing) but I don't fucking care what people think. They can go fuck themselves.
I also want to get other animals on my hand for other things once they happen. (I want something where my ring finger will be if and once I get married, and I want something to represent my kids on the side of my hand too)
14
I want a kid. I have been thinking it for a while, I thought it might be a weird phase or hormones, but no, I really want a kid. RIGHT NOW. Not like 10 years in the future. No, I want to be pregnant right now. I just really want to raise a person and be a mother. I know society is going "What the fuck" right now, but I don't care. The only reasons I am not is because I don't have a lot of time or a lot of money, or my own place.
13
I've been thinking about my homework and assignments and culminatings. I am somewhat behind... but I just need to catch up. I am planning on doing 1 hour monday-thursday on my law and history culminatings. History is due the 28th.. and lambo is still being a lazy ass and not telling us.
12
I hate being a girl. I have been thinking this for about a month. Its not that I don't want to be a girl, because I love being a girl. But being a girl has made me so angry. Not for reasons that you may think, i.e. feminist issues of not getting a job, etc. But no, physical. Not sexual though. But I just HATE the fact that a man with a gut that barely lifts a finger could probably knock me out in a few punches, while I can go to the gym 10 hours a week and barely be able to lift the garbage at work. Fucking annoys me. Also, I fucking hate periods. Like all girls. But this may be TMI but I have the WORST cramps at the beginning, and during ovulation. Let me just say, the other day I was shopping with a friend and started ovulating and it hurt so bad I could barely walk. I had to sit down for like 10 minutes. Yes, I am going to the doctor about this "episode".
11.
I have been thinking about what I am eating. I have been eating a LOT more lately, because I have been really hungry. Here is a typical day for me:
Breakfast: Cereal, 2 Oranges, 2 kiwis, a yogurt drink, a stick of cheese, a cup of greek yogurt
Lunch: Soy Milk, apple, applesauce, granola bar, nuts,
Supper/and other snacks: 2 oranges, nuts, nuts, nuts, popcorn, kiwis, apples, strawberries, blueberries, cucumber, yogurt, rice pudding, protein shake, granola bar, apple sauce, crackers,
This may not seem like a lot, but it adds up in quantity and I end up going over my daily calorie limit. Which isn't that bad, but it still freaks me out sometimes.
10
Friends. I have been thinking about the friends in my life. Particularly 3 of them. I am obviously not saying who, but I have just been thinking if one friend is really my friend, I have been concerned for another, and really happy for another.
9
I have been thinking about alcohol. (I think I posted a blog about idiotic teenagers, and alcohol, did I not?). I just think its stupid. I have been thinking about drugs too, and talking about it in art (Mrs. Duke wants to kill our table). But heres my opinion.. somewhat clairified:
Teenagers drink. Why? To have fun, to party, to socialize. Okay whatever.
But if you are a teenager thinking you are drinking to be "older"and more "mature" really you are a fucking idiot. Because people who are older and more mature KNOW how to drink responsibly, you fucking assholes.
8
My Mom. Thats all. Not going any further with this one
7
I swear. Big whoop. People make a big deal out of it when I swear. My mom yells at me when I swear. But I just see swearing as words. I place equal value of the word "fuck" to the word "cheese". I think they are both equally offensive. I think nigger... is just a word. It is the same as the word "july". I really don't care.
6
I have been thinking of Television. I watch so much of it, I just think of it.
5
I have been thinking about religion. I have learned a bit in history and I have been googling up a storm. Just figuring stuff out.
4
I have been thinking of summer, and summer goals. I can't wait to go swimming! TRAIN HARD OR GO HOME!!! Thinking of marathon running! Thinking of boxing! I am not signing up for it, but I might buy a punching bag. Probably will.
(I am now running out of things to say)
3
I have been thinking about the word "bigot"... because I am one. Look it up.
2
Been thinking about a certain boiii ;)
1
I have been thinking about my health. Like, the fact that I might have ovarian cysts (please refer to previous post about hating being a girl). And thinking about my joints and such. I need to drink lots of water. I want to eat more healthy things with calcium, iron and zinc in them. And vitamin d? I think it was d. And drink lots of antioxidants :)
Well, thats it. that blog post took longer than expected. Maybe you got through that, maybe you didn't. Who cares.
Life advice: TRAIN INSANE OR REMAIN THE SAME
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