I am in ____

Oh, Hey there! I didn't see you.

HEY I JUST STALKED YOU
AND THIS IS CRAZY
I FOUND YOUR NUMBER.

Lauren.

Jk. Sorry. My mind is currently like "Oh my god oh my god lets talk about this, no THIS NOOOO THIISSSS fuuuudgeee".

Okay, not the fudge part. But here. I know what I'll do.

NO I DON'T.

I so just feel like making a list of people I'd "do" like Jenna Marbles did. But then. No.

Spying.

Nope.

I don't know if I talked about the thing I want to talk about... let me see in my old posts...NO. I Didn't! But now I don't know if I want to talk about it hehee.

YOLO. Jk. Yolo is kind of a cool saying except for two things:
1) You don't only live once
2) Its not to be used as an excuse to get drunk and fuck dudes.

Fuck it.

I am in love.

IN love.

Like. IN.

Oh, I see. I started this blog and didn't publish it before.

Anyways. So. Yeah. So after I tell you this, you think, well, who with? Well. Someone who I will literally never be with. Why? Well, that I shall not tell you for more then 1 reason. Let me count the reasons.
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How many lines is that? Like 5 or 6? Yeah. Okay.

So anyways. Why do I think I am in love? Well. I have sort of thought it since... April/May... LAST YEAR. But I didn't come to terms with it until about a month ago when... I noticed how I get the most insane butterflies and the most amazing feeling when I even SEE this person. I have felt this sort of with others. But I have felt this for a legit year.

There are other things too I have read. I have read things that say if it lasts over 3 or 4 months, its not a crush.

No, this person is not a celebrity. They are a legit person.

You know them too. If you were to write down a list of 10 people that you think it is--- they would most likely be on that list.

But I am way to scared to even tell anyone who it is.

So I am just blogging to get it off my chest.

Its not like I am going to hold onto this forever though. I know its not going to happen. If I took a chance... haha, right. If I took a chance I might just ruin my life.

So obviously I am going to eventually forget about him.. right?

Maybe.

Oh well.

WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I JUST GET THIS ONE THING.

Awkward.

Toodaloo.

;)