Creativity

Whoa. The blog like... format is different now. Anyways, that is besides my point. I am here to talk about Creativity. Damn straight. I have always sort of liked things like Art, Clothing, Music, Movies, and other creative things like stories and poems. I have never been really good at creating any of those things. I am just not... artistic. I cannot like physically make a really good piece of art. But I am creative. I have the creative things in my mind. Like, I can easily write a song or something, but can I sing it or put music to it? No. I can imagine PERFECTLY what I want a piece of artwork to look like.. but can I produce that piece of art? No. I can choreograph a really good dance... can I do it physically? No. Its so annoying. But I do these things anyways. Just because I am not good at singing or not good at art doesn't mean I am never going to sing and never going to paint. I like it anyways. I know I am not a good singer, but I frequently like to sing at home. I take art class. I can't act worth a shit, but I still like certain aspects of acting and such. I know the more you practice, the more you get better. But thats the thing with Arts and Sports, well most arts and most sports. Not only do you have to like what oyu are doing, you have to be naturally good at it because if you are not it is really hard to improve. I know my art is definitely improving, especially since grade 9. I was looking at some of my old art and am just kind of like... okay da fuck? I have also been beginning to sort of establish my own method, my own personal style in art. Some people just paint things, and make things and they don't know what they mean. Well thats not art then. I put literally every last piece of me into a piece of art. Each colour and each design in my art is a symbol. I am really big into symbolism. I put it everywhere. In my art, in my stories, in my blog. Wink. Everywhere. I also know that I am not one for definite lines. I like it smoother. I don't like hard lines in my pictures. I like it flowy, but not too flowy, but not perfectly structured. I like HARMONY in the picture. (Haha art termssss that I learned in grade 9/10. THANK GOD NOT AGAIN THIS YEAR) But I just like art. I need to start sewing again before I forget everything! I need to go to Fabricland! Ahh! I might make something for my mom for mothers day. I am not sure what. I don't really want to make her clothes... but I could make her a shirt or something... I'll figure it out. Maybe I'll go to fabricland... oh shit. Running out of time! I want to go sometime she's working and bike up or something. This week is no good because I don't have enough money. And next week I work more hours. Wow. I will definately be leaving it to the lastttt minute. My mom works 12-8 on Mondays. I'll probably go the 7th of May. The 9th I have drivers ed. Kasi's birthday is the 13th. I don't know if I am going. The dance is the 11th! OMG THATS SOO SOON. Okay. I need to figure this out financially too. I still owe my mom money. Lolz. Okay goodbye.