Wanting something you can't have.

There is something I want so badly.

For some reason I can REALLY picture it happening.

This is going to sound wacko, but many of my friends know that my mom and I like to play around with "Cards". Like in a "psychic" way.

Well. With regular playing cards, each card has a different meaning. There are different layouts for the cards to read different things...

The one layout is in which you shuffle the cards, make a wish and place your card in the deck, randomly, while wishing. The closer the wish card (9 of hearts) to your card (Queen if you are a girl, king for a married man, jack for an unmarried man, and in order, of your hair colour spades the darkest, than clubs, hearts and diamonds is the fairest). Basically the closer your card to the wish card, the more likely the wish will happen.

My card was RIGHT next to the wish card.

I want something, I can't have. It is not right for me to have it. But either way, I want it.

But I honestly do picture it happening. If it happens, I will be incredibly happy.

But what I want to happen is immoral, and almost impossible.

But I think it will.

I want it to.

~~~ITS A MYSTERY~~~

Please happen.