I have never been more confused.

Seriously. I had my second "revelation" about my life in the future, yesterday. The first was when I decided to drop out of Foundations.

What I mean by "revelation about my life in the future" is basically, having a freak out, i.e., crying, sobbing, screaming, simply because I am confused, and then suddenly having the biggest realization that answers all of the questions you have been asking yourself.

But this one was over university shiz.

I really don't feel like looking at this stuff right now, with universities and stuff. A week or so ago I thought that I would teach Psychology and Phys Ed.

Then I found out to take Phys Ed in university that I have to have Grade 12 Biology. Well guess who didn't take Grade 11 biology? I thought that I should take it. I just didn't want to take it.

Well I was freaking out over this. I considered taking Grade 11 and 12 biology each semester of grade 12, or doing online school, etc. Which I haven't completely ruled out, but I don't think I am going to.

I decided that I really don't even want to teach Phys Ed that bad. I would rather teach History. I was going to double major in psychology and sociology, but I decided to do Psychology and History, because if you are teaching high school, its not like theres much difference between Psych + Sociology. But if I have a Canadian and World Studies subject, and a Humanities/Social Science subject, I can teach more.

I am going to get my bachelors in Sociology later, though. Just cause.

So crisis averted. I don't need biology, because I am not teaching Phys Ed. I just decided I will coach something once I'm a teacher. I don't want to teach sports anyways. I would only want to teach health and fitness aspects of gym, not sports. So I don't know why I wanted a BePH. But yeah, I'll probably coach track or something.

Although now I am still confused as to where the eff I am going. I have been looking more at the actual city than the university, which I should focus more on the university. I want to go either to Lakehead, Trent or University of Alberta. Yeah, bit of a big stretch. But I need to talk to guidance! FRIG. August 28th.. I will be like waiting outside of the school impatiently then busting into guidance.

I want to go to Alberta, but I am not sure how well the credits and such transfer over. Also, even if I don't go to Alberta, I still want to go to this one program they have there, eventually, so I need to know if my Ontario credits could transfer to Alberta.

But yeah, I guess I regret not taking Biology. But I am just thinking of all of the experiences I would've missed if I had taken biology. But in general I hate sciences. I am not good at them, and they are completely uninteresting to me. Not to mention that I dislike what science has done to society. Just go back to 300 years ago plzz. Or 3000. Thanks. Before society was ruined. But thats another topic of discussion I am not getting too into, because my friends like science.

I also regret not taking french. BUT if I had taken grade 10 french, I would've missed taking grade 11 peer tutoring, and I may not have discovered my love for teaching, then. I wouldn't have taken peer tutoring if it wasn't for me dropping out of french + the foundations/IB math. So for that, I am grateful. I could still learn the language, but I am not doing that on my own. I just think it would be cool to say "I know another language". Otherwise, I really don't have any interest in French.

I think the most bullshit course I have taken so far is Fashion. It was easy. I bullshitted my way through. But again, I don't regret taking it. I learned how to sew. And now I can make pretty dresses.

The only course I DO regret taking is Accounting. I don't know why I didn't drop out. I always wanted to skip it. I had it in the morning, so it made me just not want to wake up in the morning. It was so boring.

But yeah. I am still confused. I need to talk to people I like talking to, about university stuff. Like, our neighbour and my mom's friends keep trying to give me advice and I am just like STFU. I don't want to talk to you about this stuff. Everybody just keeps trying to give me advice. The people I WANT advice from, I can't talk to, because I have no idea where they are right now. But I am tired of university students talking to me about this stuff too. Some of them are okay, but the others just get on my nerves.

Actually, not even about university, but in general. When people give me advice, I know they are trying to be nice, but it actually bugs me. Apparently when you look like you are 16 you look like you need advice. I think this also applies to pregnant mothers. I always see people (some who don't even have babies) trying to give pregnant mothers advice. And people getting married. To the people who don't even have babies, or aren't married, I am just like, lolwut.

I don't really give advice unless people ask me for it. I try to inspire people... but I don't really give advice. I guess I do. But I don't give people advice like a know it all... I don't think I do at least.

Like, the things I blog and tweet about, are my opinions. I am not trying to tell you "this is right" or "this is what you have to do" I am just informing you of my life. You choose to take what I say or leave it.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY CHEESE CHEESE CHEESE CHEESE.

KK. Byeeeee. YOLO. Jk. I have a love/hate relationship with yolo now. I don't believe yolo, but I have been using it as an excuse to try new things. BAHA. Hypocrite.

Personal Quote: "Don't let your marriage interfere with your baby and your baby interfere with your marriage." I say this quote here now, because I am not married and do not have a baby, and it is advice towards pregnant mothers who are married. HYPOCRITE. (Run awayyy)