I want to write a general update on my life.
So I will just take "aspects of life" (some of them) and write about them.
Family:
Somehow its increasing and decreasing. My mom and I got into a few fights this week. But my mom is just so stressed out. She doesn't understand that she controls her own life and yells at me saying she doesn't. LIKE DA FUCK. But this Saturday I am having a sleepover with my cousin.
Career:
I love my job. I got all of the tips (or many of them) this week. $34. Fuck yea. I love my boss too, shes so funny.
School:
Law is really stupid. Like. I like the class itself. But studying for law is really stupid. And law is stupid. I kinda wish I took IB Business instead of Law now. Ugggh. But... I LOOOVE History and art. English is decent.
Finance:
Well. Since I can't really make Canada a communist country... Finance sucks lately. I want to buy a lot and can't afford it. I want clothes, jewelry, protein powder and random clothes. Yes I said pills. I can change my mind about some things. I also want to buy a new bike. I will hopefully get a nice one before the summer. I be doing HARDCORE training then.
Health and Wellbeing:
Excellent. I am like obsessed with working out. I know that sounds bad, but I love it soo much. MY DOCTOR SAID ITS OKAY HOW MUCH I WORK OUT. But I actually love my body. My mental health is okay.
Recreation: Its okay.
I have actually come to realize how many hobbies I have. Like, I don't go to like.. groups or teams or anything, but I do have a lot of hobbies I have discovered.
Personal:
I feel like I have grown a LOT thanks to one person (Who I am going to write a thank-you note). I mean, ultimately, it is me, but they inspired me.
Friendship: Alike finance, this is lacking. And growing though.. Actually, its not bad as it was 2 weeks ago.
Community:
haha, lol what?
Spiritual:
I've been in tap with my philosophical views a LOT lately (If you have seen my twitter... you may know what I am referring too)
Now I am just going to chat, because I don't want to go to bed D:
Okay. So I have a lot of views, that are not exactly "accepted" by society. I just want to clear up a few things that I have been in arguments with people about.
I am not biased
Bias is basically being influenced without knowledge of the subject. Well see, when I came up with things like anarchy and individualism, I thought of them on my own and then googled and found they were actually an established idealism. I then researched them. I actually came up with these opinions on my own. My mom isn't influencing me, people around me have completely different views then me, etc. I know there are some certain theories and things I still don't UNDERSTAND, but I am not "biased". There is nothing to bias me by. Thats terrible grammar.
I am not "against" feminism per-say
Okay. So I was saying on Women's day or whatever that it is completely unfair for men not to have one. Well. I am not "against" feminist views, but I am definitely not a feminist. I HATE Affirmative Action (which is basically giving power to those who were discriminated in the past, ie, blacks, women, jewish. Not power, but more rights. I swear, if I hear one more thing about Women's day or the Aboriginal scholarships in the Guidance office...
I respect other's opinions
I really do. I guess you just have to trust this. Like, if you read my next one it will help explain down below. But basically, I allow other people's opinions. When I say things and write them on twitter I am not trying to "Sway" other people. But I do want people to know my opinion and hopefully find a way to understand my side of the thing I am stating.
I don't think half of the things in my philosophical views would work in Canada.
I frequently talk of anarchism and communism. I like them. But I would not suddenly want Canada to change to these things. Basically, society hates my views on communism and anarchism. Canadian society, that is. And if suddenly canada was anarchist and communist--- I can almost guarantee hell will break out. Murders, fires, hostages. I can literally picture it. But when I say I like these things, they are more for my own personal alternate society. Like, I see people as animals, and I think that is how they should live. But if there was some new land, and some other people that thought similar to me--- I would be a lot happy then with democracy and capitalism. Money is so stressful, and democracy.. barely gives me a say in anything. Laws and Canadian government are way too corrupt. I think humans are humans, and they should be able to do whatever they want. Animals can.
FOR EXAMPLE: Have you ever seen an animal rape another and get away with it? Yes.? Okay. Humans can't. Have you seen animals not wearing clothes? Humans can't. Its just so stupid to me.
I don't know. JBut what I do know is that I am sleepy. Goodnight
Life Advice: JUST FUCKING DO IT.
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