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OH MY FUCK.

I think having an XL Timmies Green tea wasn't the best idea I have had at 9pm. I am like hyper now. Like fuuuck. So blogging calms me down, so I will just blog it out.

WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER (I'm rocking out to this song right now).

Okay I seriously just want to dance around. The dance is coming up! I gotta get mahhh fliirrrt on. Yeah right. I actually might grow some lady balls and get a boyfriend this year. Theres a few guys I like now. So I just need to talk to them. One of them is kinda quiet. So maybe I have a chance there. I've talked to him a bit already. So theres advantage >:D. I just need to talk to him more.. about... non-school related things. Sigh. Its so freaking hard and scary. THAT IS WHAT SHE FUCKING SAID. But I don't want to go to university without having had a boyfriend. I don't think I will. But it'd be sad. I mean, I don't care what people think of me, but that is simply something I don't want to have happen. I just am so lonely D:.

GIVE ME A BOY WORLD! PLEASSEEE. HAVE HIM SNEAK IN MY WINDOW. RIGHT NOW.

Anyways. I'll just talk about my weekend now, because I was sorta quiet this weekend on twitter and such. Well, a little more then usual.

So saturday I had work from 9:30-2. It went okay. My boss left me alone for the first time today. It got busy at one point so I was kind of flustered, but everyone was really understanding with me. Then the stupid debit machine reading screwed up. That pissed me off. But my boss said she can get it off the computer. So thats good.
Then I went to the gym. I had one of the best workouts in a while.. it was gooood. I was happy. Then that night... my cousin slept over. So I got to spend some time with her. We read tarot cards and made movies. Twas' good.

Then today I woke up and watched TV and was with my cousin for a bit. Then I went to the psychic expo at the travelodge. I got my fortune read. It was pretty much accurate. Pretty much bang on. It was good. But the amount I paid for it was insane for the length of time it was. But he basically told me how I overthink things, he told me about my palms and aura, and he also read birthdays for 3 other people. I got my mom, cousin and one of my friend's birthdays read. Surprisingly--- bang on. It was actually so weird. But he did predict that somebody maybe a quote on quote "lover" may come along and break me, but it will in the end make me stronger, as he will teach me things I don't know. Hope this is accurate.

Then the rest of today I relaxed, played sims, went for a jog, now I am here.

I had a weird dream last night though.

I dreamt that there was a huge basketball game going on outside on the (muddy and rainy) football field, and I decided to join because I used to play. But when I went to play, I sucked REALLY bad. so this one guy started mocking me. Then later I went to the school dance, which was average until I started dancing with this one other guy, who later got in trouble for dancing with me. Which is weird. But then I left the dance and found him in my room but then he just ran away. The next day I had to clean coffee pots and make them darker (weird) and sell stickers.

Weird dream.

WHOA I was blogging. Weird. Well I got distracted, and now I am back. A lot of my blogs tend to get lengthy. If you are still reading this, I congratulate you.

Okay. Well. I'm going to play some sexual would you rather. I'll be honest.
Okay well I did. I deleted it. You don't need to know that shit..

OKAY WE NEED TO HAVE A SLEEPOVER (friends, not other random people who read my blog)

I can do Weds-Thurs-Fri. Prfereable thurs-fri.
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