Wow. I am in my last semester of high school... ever. This feels crazy!
I'm looking at prom dresses and stressing about getting good grades because I want the best entrance scholarship.
It feels like just yesterday I was running around Winterlude with my friends.
Its been years since I've done things that feel like yesterday.
I have only really LOST 2 friends, but there are so many friends I rarely see or talk to anymore... it's crazy.
I just think of these little things that happened in grade 9 and 10 and remember thinking about how I would think about those things in the future... haha.
Here is a random selection of photos I found on my computer. I tried to put them in somewhat of a chronological order, but I know that a lot of the grade 9 +10 stuff is going to be mixed up. Also, I am not using names in here. I'll just use initials, just because I'm not sure what creeps are reading this ;)
As stated, all except two of the people in the above photos have been my friends, and pretty much still are my friends... we just never talk. We got out of touch. But I still would hang out with them. We just don't.
I feel really immature talking about this stuff, it definitely reminds me of my blog posts from my old blog c. 2010.
It's funny, those old fights were over really stupid things. I am not sure why we faught so much. We just clashed in really weird ways I guess. I feel like I was sort of at the centre, or at least a part of every single fight. Now I look back, and I only really lost 2 friends out of the whole thing. I don't not like those people now, but I don't care to be their friends again.
I haven't thought about this stuff in FOREVER. It's crazy!
I'm just reminiscing, that's all.
Honestly, everyone in grade 9/10 is completely different now. LIKE COMPLETELY. We've all done other things in life and grown around other people who have made us all different.
I want to say that I have changed, but then I think no I haven't, but then again, I think, actually I have.
At first I was thinking out of the group, I've probably changed the least. But I feel like I have actually changed a lot. I feel like I have learned a lot more, I act slightly differently. I look different. I do different things. Everything is just... different. I honestly feel like I am so different from grade 9 me that we are completely different people. I feel like if I met her, it's not that I wouldn't like her, but I probably wouldn't be friends with her.
Whatever.
This blog post is quite lengthy. I shall end it with photos of pretty prom dresses I was looking at online, which inspired this post.
The black and the brown ones are my favourite. Actually, they're in order from my 1st-6th favourite. Trust me, I looked at a lot of dresses. I'm in a girly mood. That's also probably why I did this blog post.
Grad is scary. I don't want to go there, let's just skip over that part.
I'm looking at prom dresses and stressing about getting good grades because I want the best entrance scholarship.
It feels like just yesterday I was running around Winterlude with my friends.
Its been years since I've done things that feel like yesterday.
I have only really LOST 2 friends, but there are so many friends I rarely see or talk to anymore... it's crazy.
I just think of these little things that happened in grade 9 and 10 and remember thinking about how I would think about those things in the future... haha.
Here is a random selection of photos I found on my computer. I tried to put them in somewhat of a chronological order, but I know that a lot of the grade 9 +10 stuff is going to be mixed up. Also, I am not using names in here. I'll just use initials, just because I'm not sure what creeps are reading this ;)
2009
We got our Moira shirts while in destinations
Grade 8 Graduation! (Gotta love my dress)
Early grade 9!
My 14th? Birthday/Halloween, in Grade 9!
My Friend AP's birthday in Grade 9
Briefly after this, she became no longer friends with most of us, over a fight. I apologized later.
This could be grade 10, but I am not sure. It was boxing day. KG got a new cellphone.
2010
Grade 9 Semi! GC was on crutches. I remember she just started becoming friends with us again after a fight.
Kids Help Phone Walk (probably grade 9...)
Shopping at walmart. We're pretty cool. This might also be from grade 10, but I am pretty sure it's grade 9.
Justin Bieber concert!
Grade 10
This was just after grade 10 started. We all went mini golfing, and went out to dinner. GC I think was unable to come. This led to a fight.
Shopping :)
Shopping!
Canada's wonderland in grade 10!
This was SL's birthday in the summer before grade 11 (I think..)
This right here is my birthday. I think it was grade 10.
This is a crappy photo of LT and JF. They are my two guy friends. I am not sure what year this was. But it was LT's birthday.
2011/2012, mostly from Grade 11
This was a dance at Moira. It is from Grade 11.
I'm not sure why LT is at my house, but she was. :)
I remember this was at my 16th birthday, in grade 11!
This was Semi in grade 11!
JH, AI and I during English class in Grade 11!
2012/2013, Grade 12
Cross country!
Anddd heres a photo of LT and I in history, last semester. Yolo.
You can kind of see how my friends filter in/out of these photos. It's crazy. I remember in my REALLY OLD blogs doing these friend blogs where I would talk about who my friend is now, who was my friend, and who wasn't my friend, and when.
So I'm going to talk about now.
Grade 12
I mainly have 3 best friends. SL, LT and LT. They've been my friends for a while.
I have 2 other good friends this year, JF and RG.
It's funny, those old fights were over really stupid things. I am not sure why we faught so much. We just clashed in really weird ways I guess. I feel like I was sort of at the centre, or at least a part of every single fight. Now I look back, and I only really lost 2 friends out of the whole thing. I don't not like those people now, but I don't care to be their friends again.
I haven't thought about this stuff in FOREVER. It's crazy!
I'm just reminiscing, that's all.
Honestly, everyone in grade 9/10 is completely different now. LIKE COMPLETELY. We've all done other things in life and grown around other people who have made us all different.
I want to say that I have changed, but then I think no I haven't, but then again, I think, actually I have.
At first I was thinking out of the group, I've probably changed the least. But I feel like I have actually changed a lot. I feel like I have learned a lot more, I act slightly differently. I look different. I do different things. Everything is just... different. I honestly feel like I am so different from grade 9 me that we are completely different people. I feel like if I met her, it's not that I wouldn't like her, but I probably wouldn't be friends with her.
Whatever.
This blog post is quite lengthy. I shall end it with photos of pretty prom dresses I was looking at online, which inspired this post.
The black and the brown ones are my favourite. Actually, they're in order from my 1st-6th favourite. Trust me, I looked at a lot of dresses. I'm in a girly mood. That's also probably why I did this blog post.
Grad is scary. I don't want to go there, let's just skip over that part.
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