I have two other blog posts that I want to post (eventually), but I am posting this one first because it just happened.
I had a dream last night. It was really, really weird (like all of my dreams).
But the weirdest part of it, was what happened in real life...
Let me start with what happened in my dream:
I dreamt that I was trying to help this person with a personal problem. I couldn't figure out how to help her, and it wasn't a major problem or anything, it was just something small. Anyways, in my dream I decided to beat this person in the head with a really long-handled wrench. I cracked open her skull, and kept beating her until she was unconscious. In my dream I was taken away by these two random guys, who just sat me down (in what I think was a jail) but were talking in front of me, about how to punish me for beating this person. They kept calling it a "therapy punish" which was kind of weird to me. Anyways, I didn't know what was happening, and they took me to a hospital. Through a window at the hospital, they forced me to watch her surgery. At the time, I thought I had killed her, but I hadn't. I had to watch them sew together her head again, while she was laying on a hospital bed. I was completely absent of emotion during this whole thing. Anyways, they realized that I wasn't reacting to her, so they just had me sit and wait in this room for a few days, until she was wheeled in a wheelchair into my room. They told me I just had to talk to her. So I just started up a conversation, but she wouldn't respond. I kept talking and she was just staring at me, blankly, while sitting in this wheelchair. In my dream, I then realized I had caused her severe brain damage. In my dream I started breaking down crying and I felt bad. They then just took me away from her.
That's all I remember of my dream...
Although this is EXTREMELY CREEPY and COMPLETELY UNLIKE me... it isn't the weirdest part.
This morning when I woke up, I didn't remember the dream, but I had a little headache. I went to school, and everything was normal. I ran into my friend at her locker during my first period spare, and we were just talking, and then the person who the dream was about walked by, after she walked by I was just thinking to myself "Why do I feel bad?" and after I walked away from my friend, I remembered my dream. It wasn't even gradual, it just kind of popped into my memory again. I was actually really freaked out about it, because I was like "How can my subconscious be imagining these horrid things?". I was really concerned for my mental sanity, and then I realized the fact that I realized my dream was really messed up, proves the fact that I am sane.
Now I am asking myself why I am blogging this. I just think it is really weird. Somewhat entertaining I guess.
Thank goodness it wasn't real.
I had a dream last night. It was really, really weird (like all of my dreams).
But the weirdest part of it, was what happened in real life...
Let me start with what happened in my dream:
I dreamt that I was trying to help this person with a personal problem. I couldn't figure out how to help her, and it wasn't a major problem or anything, it was just something small. Anyways, in my dream I decided to beat this person in the head with a really long-handled wrench. I cracked open her skull, and kept beating her until she was unconscious. In my dream I was taken away by these two random guys, who just sat me down (in what I think was a jail) but were talking in front of me, about how to punish me for beating this person. They kept calling it a "therapy punish" which was kind of weird to me. Anyways, I didn't know what was happening, and they took me to a hospital. Through a window at the hospital, they forced me to watch her surgery. At the time, I thought I had killed her, but I hadn't. I had to watch them sew together her head again, while she was laying on a hospital bed. I was completely absent of emotion during this whole thing. Anyways, they realized that I wasn't reacting to her, so they just had me sit and wait in this room for a few days, until she was wheeled in a wheelchair into my room. They told me I just had to talk to her. So I just started up a conversation, but she wouldn't respond. I kept talking and she was just staring at me, blankly, while sitting in this wheelchair. In my dream, I then realized I had caused her severe brain damage. In my dream I started breaking down crying and I felt bad. They then just took me away from her.
That's all I remember of my dream...
Although this is EXTREMELY CREEPY and COMPLETELY UNLIKE me... it isn't the weirdest part.
This morning when I woke up, I didn't remember the dream, but I had a little headache. I went to school, and everything was normal. I ran into my friend at her locker during my first period spare, and we were just talking, and then the person who the dream was about walked by, after she walked by I was just thinking to myself "Why do I feel bad?" and after I walked away from my friend, I remembered my dream. It wasn't even gradual, it just kind of popped into my memory again. I was actually really freaked out about it, because I was like "How can my subconscious be imagining these horrid things?". I was really concerned for my mental sanity, and then I realized the fact that I realized my dream was really messed up, proves the fact that I am sane.
Now I am asking myself why I am blogging this. I just think it is really weird. Somewhat entertaining I guess.
Thank goodness it wasn't real.
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