I have constantly asked myself the question; Do I truly act like only myself, or do I change myself to achieve the approval of others? I really have no evidence either way to this question, so I don't see any real answer.
I guess I sometimes want to get approval for certain things from certain people. But I don't thrive on it in any way shape or form. But I do try to feed the person to try to get it, I suppose. But I don't necessarily change myself to get it. I do admit, I am different around every person I know. But that is just because of the relationship.
It does feel good to seek approval.
What I mean of this, is not necessarily being accepted for being who I am, but maybe being approved of a certain thought or idea I have. Like if I sort of feed one of my ideas to another, and they like it. Not really like I dress a certain way to get people to like me.
In other news, there is a teacher at school that I don't like too much, but I see this teacher everywhere I go. I am not even kidding. At least every other weekend I see this teacher. Either at work, at the gym, at my favourite store... it's actually beginning to drive me nutso.
In other, other news, I am going to change the world.
I guess I sometimes want to get approval for certain things from certain people. But I don't thrive on it in any way shape or form. But I do try to feed the person to try to get it, I suppose. But I don't necessarily change myself to get it. I do admit, I am different around every person I know. But that is just because of the relationship.
It does feel good to seek approval.
What I mean of this, is not necessarily being accepted for being who I am, but maybe being approved of a certain thought or idea I have. Like if I sort of feed one of my ideas to another, and they like it. Not really like I dress a certain way to get people to like me.
In other news, there is a teacher at school that I don't like too much, but I see this teacher everywhere I go. I am not even kidding. At least every other weekend I see this teacher. Either at work, at the gym, at my favourite store... it's actually beginning to drive me nutso.
In other, other news, I am going to change the world.
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