Hello there, I didn't see you there! That is kind of a good thing, because if I was watching you right now, that would be creepy.
Oh my god I love this life so much right now. Fuck yea.
This week was pretty life changing.
1. I applied to university.
2. Decided more of what I want to do (once again).
3. Got closure. Opened my eyes... and moving on.
How come when you have the greatest opportunity to do what you want... you get a giant realization and you no longer want to do that thing. I am not going to get too specific (as per usual) but tomorrow I get the car to myself. There was something I wanted to do once I got the car, which I have been wanting to do for literally a year... and I could do it tomorrow. But then on Tuesday, I had a complete revelation. I no longer want to do that because the reason I had to do it, no longer exists.
I am hurting pretty bad actually. This is all because of #3. Moving on. It hurts. I don't want to move on. But I am. Well, I certainly do want to move on. This is just another chapter of my life, closed. So it stings a little.
In other news, I am going to completely change the world.
Also, I changed my semester 2:
World Issues
Writers Craft
Peer Tutoring
Law.
I think this will be a good semester. World Issues + Law I get to express my social sciencey side, Writers craft my creative, and peer tutoring my educational.
As I see myself, I have a few different sides:
My worldly/social sciencey type, which is the person who really really likes things like history, psychology, sociology, political science, philosophy.
My creative side, I like to make art and write.
My athletic side, which is my running and lifting.
My inspirational side, which is my liking of education and constant need to change things/people.
I would really like to express myself more in my blog, and youtube. 2 Summers ago I tried to start vlogging and such on youtube. It didn't last too long. I think I want to start making videos about my opinions on like current events and such. I want to get political attention. What I mean by this, is I want to start doing the things I want to do NOW. I want into politics now, I want to be in the public eye.
You can quote me on this.
It's funny because anything I have said on the internet can easily be brought to scandal in politics, (even though I am not scandalous at all) but it doesn't matter.
I don't need to wait to be 40 to do the things I want in my life.
My blogs are so weird.
But so am I.
So that makes sense.
Oh my god I love this life so much right now. Fuck yea.
This week was pretty life changing.
1. I applied to university.
2. Decided more of what I want to do (once again).
3. Got closure. Opened my eyes... and moving on.
How come when you have the greatest opportunity to do what you want... you get a giant realization and you no longer want to do that thing. I am not going to get too specific (as per usual) but tomorrow I get the car to myself. There was something I wanted to do once I got the car, which I have been wanting to do for literally a year... and I could do it tomorrow. But then on Tuesday, I had a complete revelation. I no longer want to do that because the reason I had to do it, no longer exists.
I am hurting pretty bad actually. This is all because of #3. Moving on. It hurts. I don't want to move on. But I am. Well, I certainly do want to move on. This is just another chapter of my life, closed. So it stings a little.
In other news, I am going to completely change the world.
Also, I changed my semester 2:
World Issues
Writers Craft
Peer Tutoring
Law.
I think this will be a good semester. World Issues + Law I get to express my social sciencey side, Writers craft my creative, and peer tutoring my educational.
As I see myself, I have a few different sides:
My worldly/social sciencey type, which is the person who really really likes things like history, psychology, sociology, political science, philosophy.
My creative side, I like to make art and write.
My athletic side, which is my running and lifting.
My inspirational side, which is my liking of education and constant need to change things/people.
I would really like to express myself more in my blog, and youtube. 2 Summers ago I tried to start vlogging and such on youtube. It didn't last too long. I think I want to start making videos about my opinions on like current events and such. I want to get political attention. What I mean by this, is I want to start doing the things I want to do NOW. I want into politics now, I want to be in the public eye.
You can quote me on this.
It's funny because anything I have said on the internet can easily be brought to scandal in politics, (even though I am not scandalous at all) but it doesn't matter.
I don't need to wait to be 40 to do the things I want in my life.
My blogs are so weird.
But so am I.
So that makes sense.
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