I'm back from Ottawa! I don't want to talk too much about my trip, I might on my other blog, maybe not tonight though... which if the viewers on this blog aren't aware is at : http://beingastrongerme.blogspot.ca/
Anyways.
I've just been so... different lately. I just can tell that so many things in my life are shifting.
As readers of this blog know, I have a lot of... different/interesting ideas, as I like to call them. They tend to be unrealistic, as they should be. But I just find myself thinking these things more often. Like first they create a spark or a thought inspired by something I have witnessed somewhere else, or just coming from almost nowhere. Then they become more of an idea in my head. Then I try to learn more about what I am thinking and then it sort of becomes more like... a meditation or a mantra to me. I.e: It becomes apart of my philosophy.
Its just lately, my Philosophy on what life SHOULD be is starting to blend into my actual life. Which is nice.
For example, my opinions on government. I don't openly say I am an anarchist... and I am not a complete anarchist at that, anyways. But without getting into that, I have been more openly telling people that I am one. Or, at least my mom is. My mom thinks I am completely crazy, if I have never mentioned this before. But anyways, I was staying over at my mom's friends' place in Ottawa, and she was talking to me about school stuff. She asked me the dreaded question of "What I want to do". Now, you all saw my recent blog post in which I explained my "What I want to do".
Well the honest truth is: That is what I am going to do (Please look at that post if you have no idea what I am talking about) but when I tell people that, I hate/love their reactions.
I tell her "Philosophy". Then she just is like "Okay. Okay Okay". Then I say "I am either double majoring in Philosophy with sociology or Political science". Then she basically took that as me saying "I am double majoring in sociology and political science". No. Philosophy will be my main subject of study.
I got off track. My mom's friend asked me my opinions on government at one point (like which party I preferred). I sort of was stuck thinking, because I haven't been paying attention to Canadian politics at all lately. (Whoops.). My mom said to her "Well, she thinks more like not having a government.".
But my mom says it in a condescending tone.
Anyways, my mom's friend was trying to figure out my brain a bit (the ENTIRE TIME I was staying at her house) and was asking me random questions like "Well do you not like the government because of peace (blah blah blah) or because you believe they are controlling people and (blah blah blah)". So I said "Kind of like controlling people.". She was like "Oh. Ha! Ha! Ha!" and laughed. I was like. LOLWUT.
Driving me nuts.
Anyways. But this is what I said, my Philosophies are beginning to enter the new world. WHAT. I mean real. Like, non-internet. Well, they already have with friends and my mom. Also, a couple of teachers. But I just feel like this year in school could be interesting in Law (if I take it, which I have to get into it) and English and possible World Issues and History and Writers Craft. Basically everywhere.
I don't know.
Anyways. I say anyways a lot. I say that I say anyways a lot, a lot.
Anyways.
I've just been so... different lately. I just can tell that so many things in my life are shifting.
As readers of this blog know, I have a lot of... different/interesting ideas, as I like to call them. They tend to be unrealistic, as they should be. But I just find myself thinking these things more often. Like first they create a spark or a thought inspired by something I have witnessed somewhere else, or just coming from almost nowhere. Then they become more of an idea in my head. Then I try to learn more about what I am thinking and then it sort of becomes more like... a meditation or a mantra to me. I.e: It becomes apart of my philosophy.
Its just lately, my Philosophy on what life SHOULD be is starting to blend into my actual life. Which is nice.
For example, my opinions on government. I don't openly say I am an anarchist... and I am not a complete anarchist at that, anyways. But without getting into that, I have been more openly telling people that I am one. Or, at least my mom is. My mom thinks I am completely crazy, if I have never mentioned this before. But anyways, I was staying over at my mom's friends' place in Ottawa, and she was talking to me about school stuff. She asked me the dreaded question of "What I want to do". Now, you all saw my recent blog post in which I explained my "What I want to do".
Well the honest truth is: That is what I am going to do (Please look at that post if you have no idea what I am talking about) but when I tell people that, I hate/love their reactions.
I tell her "Philosophy". Then she just is like "Okay. Okay Okay". Then I say "I am either double majoring in Philosophy with sociology or Political science". Then she basically took that as me saying "I am double majoring in sociology and political science". No. Philosophy will be my main subject of study.
I got off track. My mom's friend asked me my opinions on government at one point (like which party I preferred). I sort of was stuck thinking, because I haven't been paying attention to Canadian politics at all lately. (Whoops.). My mom said to her "Well, she thinks more like not having a government.".
But my mom says it in a condescending tone.
Anyways, my mom's friend was trying to figure out my brain a bit (the ENTIRE TIME I was staying at her house) and was asking me random questions like "Well do you not like the government because of peace (blah blah blah) or because you believe they are controlling people and (blah blah blah)". So I said "Kind of like controlling people.". She was like "Oh. Ha! Ha! Ha!" and laughed. I was like. LOLWUT.
Driving me nuts.
Anyways. But this is what I said, my Philosophies are beginning to enter the new world. WHAT. I mean real. Like, non-internet. Well, they already have with friends and my mom. Also, a couple of teachers. But I just feel like this year in school could be interesting in Law (if I take it, which I have to get into it) and English and possible World Issues and History and Writers Craft. Basically everywhere.
I don't know.
Anyways. I say anyways a lot. I say that I say anyways a lot, a lot.
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