My Old Goals of 2012 and my NEW of 2013!

Okay, first of all, I love making goals so much, I am weird, yes.  But I realized that I had made goals at the beginning of this year... I am going to take a look back at them... and say whether or not I have completed them. 

1. Get a gym membership. DONE!  

2. "Get my hair done. I am calling my hair dresser tomorrow. I am going to get dark brown and possibly black lowlights." Is what I wrote. I didn't dye it, but I decided I didn't want that (yet). But I did get over 10inches cut off of it. So, I will make this yellow. I did mostly complete it ;) 

 3. Lose the 3.5 pounds I gained. This changed, this is incomplete! BUT THE THING IS, I changed it! I want to weigh 130lbs now... so gain 11lbs of MUSCLE! So.. I am glad this is incomplete. 

 4. Try something completely new. Yes. I've tried many new things.   

 Things I said quote "I am going to do"

1. To get a second job. I got one. I decided I no longer needed it, and quit 7 months later. COMPLETED! 

 2. Going to do yoga. I remember at the beginning, I was really good about this. Then I joined the gym and stopped doing yoga. I do stretch now, but not do yoga. I might do yoga like once a month now. So.. yellow.  

3. Going to get a car . :(  

4. Going to study hard. YUUSSS.   

New Things I want to try in 2012:

1. Skiing. I didnt

2. Waterskiing. I didnt

3. Get a massage. I didn't

4. Make a rap. Still didn't.

5. Stand up comedy nope.

 6. Yoga kinda.

 My Official new Years Resolutions:
Drink more water - yep
Do more Yoga - sorta
Maintain my weight - nope.. thats a good thing though.
Be more spontaneous - yepish.
Get a second job- yep, but then I quit it.
Do well at drivers ed- Yep!



I actually feel so proud of myself. 
Yoga... was probably my weakness. Didn't really do much of that. My weight, I changed my views about. I wanted to lose weight, but my workout regime has changed, and now all I want is to gain muscle and lose fat. I didn't try many of my "new things"... but... oh well.    


NEW RESOLUTIONS!  

1. Run a MARATHON! I am going to do it this year! I've ran my half-marathon, I am going to run a 30K, and I might run the Toronto MARATHON in (May?). But either way, by the end of 2013 (preferably before I start university) I will have run a marathon!   

2. ROCK PEER TUTORING. Okay. This is a weird goal, but I want to do so well in peer tutoring, not even my grade (as long as it's over 90). But I want to seriously peer tutor the shit out of students. I REALLY HOPE that I get a teacher that will allow me to work in small groups with people who need help. I wish I could take 2 periods of peer tutoring. GAH! But seriously, I am excited. 

3. Get 6 of my 4U/4M Marks over 90%. So far I have 2 marks over 90! I will get hopefully 3 this semester, and next semester I'm not taking any spares (as far as I know I'm not) so I will have a good chance. I need it for entrance scholarships for all of the schools I applied to (which one I'm going to, I don't know.)  

4. I'm going to go ahead and say, start using my Youtube channel more. Especially once I am in University. I will try to make a video a month.  

5. This will be a really hard goal... read a book a month. I read so slow, and I am always busy... but... I will try. Maybe some months I will read two books and another month none. I will try to keep it to a book/month, but it might be more like 12 books in a year... so... yeah.  

6. I will leave the country. I will travel. Sometime, somewhere. It doesn't matter when or where, but within 2013, I will leave the motherfucking country.   

 In other news, I am going to write more goals (fitness related) in my other fitness blog. I haven't blogged on there in over 2 months, so if you've lost the link, now you have it :)  

http://beingastrongerme.blogspot.com 

 Toodaloo :)  

Boring Post

I just typed out something really deep, and hated it. Now I do more Tumblr Quizzes.

• 1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? NO! Ew
• 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? Nope.
• 3. Have you taken someones virginity? Nope.
• 4. Is trust a big issue for you? Yes.. no. Mostly no, but yes.
• 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? Nope.
• 6. What are you excited for? School to start again!
• 7. What happened tonight? I got really dr--- bored. 
• 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? Yes. 
• 9. Is confidence cute? Fuck no. I mean, yes.
• 10. What is the last beverage you had? Protein shake w/coffee.
• 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 1
• 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? Yes.
• 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? Hopefully something fun with a friend!
• 14. What are you going to spend money on next? Hopefully shoes.
• 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? Nope
• 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? Yes
• 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? Lucas
• 18. The last time you felt broken? Today
• 19. Have you had sex today? Nope. 
• 20. Are you starting to realize anything? All the time.
• 21. Are you in a good mood? Decent enough
• 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? If they were on the other side of a glass wall.
• 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? no
• 24. What do you want right this second? Cuddle Buddy
• 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? They do, likely daily.
• 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? Yes
• 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? Nope. Sorry, no.
• 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? Tumblr post.
• 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? Yes
• 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? Yes
• 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy/girl you were talking to? Not really.. 
• 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? I hope not. Life would be ruined.
• 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? YES!
• 34. Listening to? Misery- Maroon 5
• 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? Most of the time.
• 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? No
• 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? No
• 38. Who did you last call? My Mom
• 39. Who was the last person you danced with?A guy from school
• 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? Because he kissed me.
• 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? Julyish
• 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? No
• 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? Yep, almost all of the time.
• 44. Do you tan in the nude? I never tan so.. no.
• 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? No
• 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? Nope
• 47. Who was the last person to call you? My mom.
• 48. Do you sing in the shower? If I'm home alone, yes.
• 49. Do you dance in the car? Yes
• 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? Yes
• 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? last month :P
• 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? Yes, very much so.
• 53. Is Christmas stressful? nope.
• 54. Ever eat a perogie? Yes. 
• 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? Blueberry <3
• 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Vet, Doctor, Cake Decorater, Astronaut, Scientist
• 57. Do you believe in ghosts? Yes
• 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? Yes
• 59. Take a vitamin daily? If I remember
• 60. Wear slippers? Not often, but yes
• 61. Wear a bath robe? Nope
• 62. What do you wear to bed? Old shirts and PJ pants.
• 63. First concert? Jo bros?
• 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Wal Mart.
• 65. Nike or Adidas? Fuck I can't pick.
• 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? Fritos
• 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Peanuts
• 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? I knew you were trouble
• 69. Ever take dance lessons? yep.
• 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? Kinda. 
• 71. Can you curl your tongue? Yes
• 72. Ever won a spelling bee? 4th place? haha
• 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Yes!
• 74. What is your favorite book? Either the Freedom Writers Diary or Bossypants
• 75. Do you study better with or without music? Depends on the music, usually without.
• 76. Regularly burn incense? Nope
• 77. Ever been in love? Yep.
• 78. Who would you like to see in concert? Nobody really :P
• 79. What was the last concert you saw? Was it Justin Bieber? Ahaha
• 80. Hot tea or cold tea? Cold. Hot. Cold.
• 81. Tea or coffee? Coffee
• 82. Favorite type of cookie? Choc chip bro.
• 83. Can you swim well? Meh. I guess.
• 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yes.
• 85. Are you patient? Usually.
• 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? DJ
• 87. Ever won a contest? Yep.
• 88. Ever have plastic surgery? Nope. 
• 89. Which are better black or green olives? Neither
• 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? It's fine.
• 91. Best room for a fireplace? Living Room.
• 92. Do you want to get married? Yep.

Q's about Fave TV show Characters

30 Rock

❤ fave male: Jack Donaghy
❤ fave female: Liz Lemon
✖ least favorite: Dot Com
✔ who resembles me: Liz Lemon
❤ most attractive: Liz Lemon
❤ three more characters that i like: Kenneth, Pete, Jenna

The Office

❤ fave male: Michael in season 1-7 and Dwight for the rest after michael left
❤ fave female: Angela
✖ least favorite: Stanley
✔ who resembles me: Pam
❤ most attractive: Andy
❤ three more characters that i like: Andy, Pam, Jim 

Pretty Little Liars

❤ fave male: Ezra
❤ fave female: Spencer
✖ least favorite: Maya's "cousin" I forget his name.
✔ who resembles me: Spencer
❤ most attractive: Ezra
❤ three more characters that i like: Aria, Toby, Emily

Now that I am all serious n' shit

I was on tumblr and I found a list of 69 questions that people answer there, sort of like the ones on facebook that I used to do like 3 years ago. So I am going to answer them here, because I am bored.

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? yes.
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused? single and confused.
3: What if I told you that you were pretty? thanks?
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”? I feel like I will hear it soon
5: Are you interested in anyone right now? yes/no.
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week? nothing, now. 
7: Do you want to be single? no.
8: Did you go out or stay in last night? stayed in
9: How late did you stay up last night? until 1/1:30am ish
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot? yes
11: Last three things you had to drink? coffee, coffee, water
12: Have you pretended to like someone? no
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it? no
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? yes. 
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone? yes
16: Think back five months ago, were you single? yes
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? getting ready/dressed to hang with lauren.
18: Hold hands with anyone this week? this week? uh no.
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? yes.
20: What would you name your future daughter? Troy-Ann
21: Do you miss anyone? yes
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night? no
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? no
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings? yes.. usually, not always.
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad? yes
26: Who did you last see in person? my mom
27: Are you listening to music right now? yes
28: What is something you currently want right now? someone to freaking text me back
29: What is the last thing you said out lot? fuck
30: How is your heart lately? dead
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? not often
32: Are you wearing socks? yes.
33: What do people call you? Sarah
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? probably not.
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life? ALL OF THEM
36: Who did you last share a bed with? myself :$
37: Did you do something bad today? yes?
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? last week
39: Do you get stressed out easily? YES ALL OF THE FUCKING TIME
40: Will you sing today? no
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t? yes..
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone? usually no one, sometimes lucas.
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance? nope
44: What are you listening to right now? I Cry- Flo Rida
45: What is wrong with you right now? nothing is wrong with me, I'm just not handling my situation well right now.
46: What is on your wrists right now? nothing, surprisingly, usually I have things written on my hands
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing? its my kids help phone t-shirt, so volunteering
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider? hot chocolate.
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11? yes, but i dont make a point out of waiting for 11:11 to come
50: Are you a good artist? I'm decent
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh? if it is with the right person
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago? nope.
53: Ever been on a golf cart? nope
54: Do you have trust issues? YES.
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who? no.
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic? nope
57: Do you use chap stick? yes.
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face? yes.
59: Do you have a little sister? no
60: Have you ever been to New York? no :(
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? yes
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week? yes
63: What were you doing at midnight last night? on my phone playing solitaire, most likely.
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? no.
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? no?
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person? yes
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days? no
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? someone else, but it doesn't matter.
69: Will next Friday be a good one? probably not.

How depressing.